i don’t really open up to people, why? because that makes it easier for them to hurt me, easier for me to be disappointed, it just makes it easier…
Posted February 16, 2010 at 2:00am
Carpe Diem
Tuesday was tough, had a 3 year old cancer patient come to my store with his dad & it was so sad. The image of seeing him standin there hands behind his back, very serious, barely smiling really stuck with me… Idk just really gave me something to think bout… Life isn’t about all the things that could go wrong, it’s about the little things that make you smile or laugh or both. It’s about the little things in life that make you happy. Cherish them, cherish life and all the years you’ve seen but also ask yourself this… have you REALLY been living? Think about it, seriously think about it. Through ALL the good AND bad, have you been striving to live the best way possible? Have you been taking advantage of the years, months, weeks, days, hours, minutes, and seconds you’ve lived through? I’ll be honest, I haven’t been and looking at that little man standing infront of me made me realize it. He wasn’t like most of the 3 year olds I usually see. They’re hyper, very active, and full of question. He was very quiet, serious, with hands behind his back as if he wasn’t standing in a store that should feel like a dream to him. A store that has every toy a kid could ever want. Him being so serious at such a young age made me see we should all take advantage of the happy things in life. So what I’m really trying to say is sieze the day, make the most of what you have, don’t dwell on the things that go wrong but cherish the moments, big or small, that make you happy, laugh, smile, or bring you joy… cherish them…
carpe diem
Posted February 4, 2010 at 3:44am in life cancer kids 2010 time days hours minutes cherish happy joy moments children adults choices
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M.I.A.
So I’ve been extra m.i.a. lately. I feel like such a failure but I WILL get it together… I will
Posted January 8, 2010 at 3:13am
i feel like a failure because i’ve been falling behind on my 365 but new pics will be up soon
Posted November 30, 2009 at 8:02pm
i’ve fallen off on my 365 pics and i feel bad cuz i truly wanted to fulfill it
Posted November 26, 2009 at 10:45pm
We went in a group of like 6 out to eat and it was fun. I’ve missed my friends so much. Even though I text and talk to them everyday seeing them makes everything different. We didn’t go anywhere the whole weekend and still had such a great time. Then we chilled for hours and once we finally went to bed at 6am. We woke up Sunday and went to Red Lobster with my dad before I left. I was so sad when I left.
Saturday made me discover something about myself. When in friendship and any other type of relationship I will always to be there for friends when they need me. I don’t care what’s going on, why I was in Denton, etc… if something’s happening and a friend needs me to be there I will. Even if they say no I’m still coming because sometimes we want people there to hold us give us a hug, shoulder to cry on, be there to vent to, or just sit with you. There are times where you need to be reassured that your friends are there for you. I feel like I came through when I said I would.
Through everything that happened I had a blast and miss them so much.
Posted November 24, 2009 at 4:43pm
I spent the weekend with Ariel in Denton. Our plans changed when I got there because my dad needed the truck for the night so we ended up without a vehicle for the weekend. I’ve missed this girl so much she has no clue. Even though we do talk on the phone like EVERY day, actually being able to hang out for a weekend… I can’t even explain it really. We’re basically sisters from another mister and i wouldn’t have it any other way. I hadn’t laughed so much in one weekend in a while and most of that was due to her and I together. I had a tear at one point during laughing since we laughed so much. It was funny when I first saw her when I got there because I opened my door and the first thing we did was scream then hug. When she got in the car for us to park my dad said he felt left out since he didn’t get a scream from her when she got in. I don’t know what it is about us hanging out that makes me so happy. In ways we are complete opposites but in other ways we are completely the same. I’m not even gonna lie, if I’m not in her wedding when she gets married I’ll be a lil upset.
Posted November 24, 2009 at 4:42pm
I went to Denton this weekend and had a blast so I’m a little behind on pictures but they will be up later on today
Posted November 24, 2009 at 4:24pm
if something is not happening for you, it doesn’t mean it’s never going to happen… it means you’re not ready for it
Posted November 20, 2009 at 3:31am
DAY 3: she don’t believe in shootin’ stars, but she believes in shoes and cars
So today I went shopping because I’M GOING TO DENTON THIS WEEKEND AND I’M SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!! I bought a pair of skinny jeans, the shoes in this pic, and two dresses today. I feel like I went a little crazy while shopping since I haven’t gone shopping at all. I plan for the shoes and dresses to go into good use this weekend. It shall be one for the record books! I’ve packed everything needed… make up, cute shoes, favorite dresses, good big purse, & my camera. I have a feeling this weekend’s going to be a good one.
Posted November 20, 2009 at 3:18am
DAY 2: 10 more minutes please
This has been my week of sleeping in and being late for everything. Today I was supposed to go to class and did not wake up in time. I can’t go to sleep before 1am anymore and can’t wake up in time for anything at all. I was 15 minutes late for work the other day and basically slept halfway through class two days in a row. I don’t know what it is about my bed that makes me wanna stay. I have dreams I sometimes feel stuck in and can’t hear the real world. It’s really weird because I’ll think my dreams are real until something wrong happens and i wake up afraid til I realize I’m in my room comfortably in my bed.
Posted November 20, 2009 at 3:16am
DAY 1: say b*$#h, happy birthday!
This day was my 20th birthday but I wasn’t that excited bout it. I mean yeah I’m no longer a teen according to my age but I haven’t felt like a teen for a while now. I kind of look like at kid at the counter of a toy store and it’s ironic how in the background the scene of Over Her Dead Body was of the couple when the ghost realized she messed up. I have no clue why I decided to take pics then but I did lol. I guess me talking to a friend of mine who was apologizing for things I felt weren’t really necessary makes it ironic. The title of it says it all, my lovely sister said this to a girl she didn’t really like at the time and it’s how we’ve said happy birthday to each other for the past few years and i love it hahahahaha.
Posted November 20, 2009 at 3:13am
i actually started my 365 on my birthday… so the next few post are the pics i’ve taken
Posted November 20, 2009 at 3:08am
365
i started my 365 yesterday on my birthday, i’ll post my first pic later on today. which means i’ll be post on here every day for a year
Posted November 18, 2009 at 2:28am
and it begins…
you know, the things that flood your mind after something happens. the doubt that maybe you should’ve done whatever it was whether it’s goin on that date/ respoding to that text/ hanging out w/that person, the list goes on and on, you know whatever it is… damn i hate this feeling
Posted October 26, 2009 at 1:31am
