We went in a group of like 6 out to eat and it was fun. I’ve missed my friends so much. Even though I text and talk to them everyday seeing them makes everything different. We didn’t go anywhere the whole weekend and still had such a great time. Then we chilled for hours and once we finally went to bed at 6am. We woke up Sunday and went to Red Lobster with my dad before I left. I was so sad when I left.
Saturday made me discover something about myself. When in friendship and any other type of relationship I will always to be there for friends when they need me. I don’t care what’s going on, why I was in Denton, etc… if something’s happening and a friend needs me to be there I will. Even if they say no I’m still coming because sometimes we want people there to hold us give us a hug, shoulder to cry on, be there to vent to, or just sit with you. There are times where you need to be reassured that your friends are there for you. I feel like I came through when I said I would.
Through everything that happened I had a blast and miss them so much.
I spent the weekend with Ariel in Denton. Our plans changed when I got there because my dad needed the truck for the night so we ended up without a vehicle for the weekend. I’ve missed this girl so much she has no clue. Even though we do talk on the phone like EVERY day, actually being able to hang out for a weekend… I can’t even explain it really. We’re basically sisters from another mister and i wouldn’t have it any other way. I hadn’t laughed so much in one weekend in a while and most of that was due to her and I together. I had a tear at one point during laughing since we laughed so much. It was funny when I first saw her when I got there because I opened my door and the first thing we did was scream then hug. When she got in the car for us to park my dad said he felt left out since he didn’t get a scream from her when she got in. I don’t know what it is about us hanging out that makes me so happy. In ways we are complete opposites but in other ways we are completely the same. I’m not even gonna lie, if I’m not in her wedding when she gets married I’ll be a lil upset.
I went to Denton this weekend and had a blast so I’m a little behind on pictures but they will be up later on today
DAY 3: she don’t believe in shootin’ stars, but she believes in shoes and cars
So today I went shopping because I’M GOING TO DENTON THIS WEEKEND AND I’M SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!! I bought a pair of skinny jeans, the shoes in this pic, and two dresses today. I feel like I went a little crazy while shopping since I haven’t gone shopping at all. I plan for the shoes and dresses to go into good use this weekend. It shall be one for the record books! I’ve packed everything needed… make up, cute shoes, favorite dresses, good big purse, & my camera. I have a feeling this weekend’s going to be a good one.
DAY 2: 10 more minutes please
This has been my week of sleeping in and being late for everything. Today I was supposed to go to class and did not wake up in time. I can’t go to sleep before 1am anymore and can’t wake up in time for anything at all. I was 15 minutes late for work the other day and basically slept halfway through class two days in a row. I don’t know what it is about my bed that makes me wanna stay. I have dreams I sometimes feel stuck in and can’t hear the real world. It’s really weird because I’ll think my dreams are real until something wrong happens and i wake up afraid til I realize I’m in my room comfortably in my bed.
DAY 1: say b*$#h, happy birthday!
This day was my 20th birthday but I wasn’t that excited bout it. I mean yeah I’m no longer a teen according to my age but I haven’t felt like a teen for a while now. I kind of look like at kid at the counter of a toy store and it’s ironic how in the background the scene of Over Her Dead Body was of the couple when the ghost realized she messed up. I have no clue why I decided to take pics then but I did lol. I guess me talking to a friend of mine who was apologizing for things I felt weren’t really necessary makes it ironic. The title of it says it all, my lovely sister said this to a girl she didn’t really like at the time and it’s how we’ve said happy birthday to each other for the past few years and i love it hahahahaha.
365
i started my 365 yesterday on my birthday, i’ll post my first pic later on today. which means i’ll be post on here every day for a year
and it begins…
you know, the things that flood your mind after something happens. the doubt that maybe you should’ve done whatever it was whether it’s goin on that date/ respoding to that text/ hanging out w/that person, the list goes on and on, you know whatever it is… damn i hate this feeling
been MIA for a while for real so here’s an update on life:
i started my other class i signed up for so now work and school are taking over my life but it’s ok. i finally got the chance to be alone for a whole weekend and it was VERY eventful. friday was fun chilled at the house then went to my high school’s homecoming and it made me miss everything about high school BUT the drama lol. then i went to work yesterday which was a tad rough SUPER busy that day and then came home. ate and relaxed and then the eventfulness occurred. around 11:40 a loud noise came from my sister’s bathroom that sounded like someone had thrown a brick/rock through the window so i ran to the front of the house dog in tow and called 911. to make the story short somehow the glass in my sister’s shower broke (i’ll put a pic up later). but yeah i’ve never been so afraid & moved so fast in my life, it was so crazy. anyway bout to try and go do some homework and what not.
