February 2010
2 posts
i don’t really open up to people, why? because that makes it easier for them to hurt me, easier for me to be disappointed, it just makes it easier…
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Carpe Diem
Tuesday was tough, had a 3 year old cancer patient come to my store with his dad & it was so sad. The image of seeing him standin there hands behind his back, very serious, barely smiling really stuck with me… Idk just really gave me something to think bout… Life isn’t about all the things that could go wrong, it’s about the little things that make you smile or laugh or...
January 2010
1 post
M.I.A.
So I’ve been extra m.i.a. lately. I feel like such a failure but I WILL get it together… I will
December 2009
0 posts
i feel like a failure because i’ve been falling behind on my 365 but new pics will be up soon
November 2009
11 posts
i’ve fallen off on my 365 pics and i feel bad cuz i truly wanted to fulfill it
I went to Denton this weekend and had a blast so I’m a little behind on pictures but they will be up later on today
“if something is not happening for you, it doesn’t mean it’s never...”
i actually started my 365 on my birthday… so the next few post are the pics i’ve taken
365
i started my 365 yesterday on my birthday, i’ll post my first pic later on today. which means i’ll be post on here every day for a year
October 2009
12 posts
and it begins…
you know, the things that flood your mind after something happens. the doubt that maybe you should’ve done whatever it was whether it’s goin on that date/ respoding to that text/ hanging out w/that person, the list goes on and on, you know whatever it is… damn i hate this feeling
been MIA for a while for real so here’s an update on life:
i started my other class i signed up for so now work and school are taking over my life but it’s ok. i finally got the chance to be alone for a whole weekend and it was VERY eventful. friday was fun chilled at the house then went to my high school’s homecoming and it made me miss everything about high school BUT the...
been neglecting tumblr, work and school are kicking my butt. will be back soon…
“everything says it’s time to go, but the smell of your skin makes me stay”
– Ingrid Michaelson (Incredible Love)
i feel like some people only want to be negative and talk about other people negatively. it irritates me to see tweets and blogs talk about people in such a negative light. such beautiful people change in my eyes once they open their mouths or blog or tweet. it makes me think they’re so unhappy with themselves that they must talk about others to make them feel better. where’s the love...
i LOVE starbucks ice cream both coffee and mocha frappuccino flavors… they complete me
i get tired of being told that i have a pretty face but would look better if i lose some weight, i know i need to lose some pounds and i’m working on it
i’m trying so hard to get a grip on what i’m feeling for a friend and stop cuz i don’t want to catch feelings for him and get hurt in the end or have it change our friendship, it’s driving me crazy
cross off the things you've done
Graduated High School. Kissed someone. Smoked cigarettes. Got so drunk you passed out. Rode every ride at an amusement park. Collected something really stupid. Gone to a rock concert. Helped someone. Gone fishing. Watched four movies in one night. Gone long periods of time with out sleep. Lied to someone. Been dumped. Snorted cocaine. Failed a class. Smoked weed. Dealt drugs. Taken a college level...
September 2009
11 posts
“Far away far away, I want to go far away. To a new life on a new shore line. Where the water is blue and the people are new. To another island, in another life.”
too tired to finish but will expand later
vent.age
seriously, you can’t wait to was ur clothes tomorrow knowing you probably don’t need any items your washing ANY time soon. you have to wait til i put clothes in the wash to want to put clothes in front of the washer so u cna be next…. ugh i’m NEVER living with a guy again even if it is another cousin, i’m so sick of this i could puke.
So I love my family to death but at times they really get under my skin….
and this is why most people go away to go to college. I don’t think I can do this for another semester. I NEED to find a way out ASAP. From the laughing of where I get job interviews, no one cleaning up after themselves, constant reminder that i’m overweight, nobody letting me grow up, and on top of...
It’s crazy how at times you can occasionally absolutely despise where you physically are in life whether it’s your high school, college, house, ect. but at one point in time you WILL miss it. I miss UNT. I miss the school itself, my friends, the many wonderful people I’ve gotten to know, the rec center, the dorms, the atmosphere of the dorms, my old room and the room I...
Currently trying to figure out how I’m gonna get back on track with school and graduate on time. Yes freshman year was good but I regret not being on top of school and failing.
For one day, just once in my life I want to be satisfied with EVERYTHING going on. My weight, school, family, money, friendships, love life, religious side of things, etc. At least once I want to be satisfied with...
writing my own verses for Empire State of Mind but can’t really focus
At a certain point in time when you’re over the age of 18 & living in someone’s house for free NO ONE should have to ask you to help clean. You should be trying to clean anything you can when you see anything that could possibly be dirty, I’m just saying. Or maybe that’s just my thoughts on it…. I shouldn’t have to ask his ass to clean not one damn thing...
So it’s 3:33 in the morning and I’m still awake for some unknown reason and I must admit i’m tired of lying. I continuously get the question “How’s college?”, “How’s UNT?”, and “Why aren’t you there/here anymore?” and I lie saying it’s due to money to as my dad said one day “save face”. I keep trying to hold...
I’ve been MIA for a while and I don’t even know why lol. Anyway this weekend was A BLAST family reunion in Dallas and we basically stayed in the pool forever lol. My dad’s retirement party was last night, 33 years at Exxon Mobile and the party was fantastic! Made me realize I need to really and seriously focus on school and figure out what I want to do.
So I officially need to get myself together since I don’t want to be home next semester. I’m really missing my friends back at UNT and it’s driving me crazy that I don’t really talk to anyone here anymore. I need to work on keeping in touch with people cuz I’m horrible with that. I need to start working out more so I can lose weight and my family can quit talking to...
August 2009
25 posts
So…
I went to Wal-Mart today to buy Ingrid Michaelson’s new cd and guess what…
they didn’t have it
I went to 2 Wal-Marts and niether one had it so it looks like I will be venturing to Target since I KNOW they’ll have it.
I need to figure out where I want to go to school next semester so my extensive research begins in the morning.
Ingrid Michaelson Review
So on August 25th, Ingrid Michaelson’s album called “Everybody” was released.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I’m IN LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE. I just want to follow her around the world and pick her brain if that’s ok with her. I always listen to albums on imeem first before I buy them and OF COURSE Ingrid didn’t disapoint me, she just made me that much more of a hardcore...
so my conclusions of today are:
1. I will be take classes at the community college this semester… oh the joy
2. I need a job asap so i can have something to do other than school
3. My tennis class should be interesting
4. I really want to go to the Art Institute
5. I need to start working out
today was interesting…
so tomorrow is the day….
i’ll either be packing up & moving in or trying to find a job close to home
it’s kinda sad when ppl u always hung out with become ppl u rarely see… and y’all live in the same area
i feel like starting a 365 project… you know… the take a pic ever day for a year… i’m gonna do it, it’ll make things interesting… for more info click here===> http://photojojo.com/content/tutorials/project-365-take-a-photo-a-day/
“death leaves a heartache that no one can heal but love leaves a memory that no...”
– not specifically sure who said it first but just heard it on HawthoRNe :)
“True strength is holding yourself together when everyone expects you to fall...”
“I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn...”
– Marilyn Monroe
so i want to cook this chicken so bad right now but don’t know how i want to cook it, that’s a goal for tomorrow.
ppl r annoying me and i left my maxwell cd in the stereo DAMN i’ma have to fight to get that back & it’ll probably be messed up
i’m catchin feelings for him & it SUCKS MAJOR
my life is falling apart and i have NO CLUE what to do and NO ONE...
so the more i’m on the phone with my best friend the more i realize i might be in love with him… idk
